I'm Having a Great Deal of Difficulty Processing the Cruelties of our History

by Holistic Wellness

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mavd This guy's music is rad and was really important in forming my personal politics and musical taste. I love that this EP has longer songs and instrumentals, it feels very nice. <3 Favorite track: I'm Having a Lot of Trouble Engaging With My Identities.

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1.	I'm Having a Hard Time Explaining How My Shift Went Today 05:30	lyrics	buy track
It's understood it takes a certain moral character Slaughterhouse boss social worker Breaking rocks in the hot Kansas sun Dog shelter volunteer two hundred grand in escrow Stealing bitcoins from drug dealers Stuffed animal creator munitions engineer It's understood it takes a certain moral character Slaughterhouse boss Warsaw Ghetto upriser
2.	I'm Having a Hard Time Getting Excited About Graphene Nowadays 06:39	lyrics	buy track
A rippled landscape of hexagons creates a portrait of Andre Geim A rude landscape of hexagons creates a portrait of Millie Dresselhaus And Konstantin Novoselov could be a member of Nirvana A half world away in the pocket of the youth culture I'm staring at a screen, can't get excited about Andre Geim Putting scotch tape on things, peeling scotch tape off of things
3.	I'm Having a Lot of Trouble Overanalyzing my Interpersonal Foibles 06:02	lyrics	buy track
Aspect of a lonesome coyote Aspect of a gibbous moon Aspect of a shard of light that strays into my room Aspect of a backtraced friendship Aspect of a backtraced friend Aspect of tomorrow's sundries Aspect of a sundering flood Aspect of a cavernous visage Aspect of miserable mud Aspect of a backtraced friendship Aspect of a backtraced friend Aspect of a graceful exit Aspect of a graceless display Aspect of conflict avoidance Aspect of considerable strain Aspect of a backtraced friendship Aspect of a backtraced friend
4.	I'm Having a Lot of Trouble Engaging With My Identities 05:10	lyrics	buy track
At the base of the brain stem At the spire of the tower At the base of the pyramid From whence I draw my power There's something fundamental About that single critical neuron At the base of the brain stem At the point of the awl At the base of the brain stem At the spire of the tower At the base of the pyramid At the root of my power There's something fundamental About that single critical neuron At the base of the brain stem At the spire of the tower At the tip of the awning At the point of the awl At the base of the brain stem At the spire of the tower At the base of the brain stem At the base of the pyramid At the base of the brain stem At the spire of the tower At the point of the awl At the tip of the awning At the base of the brain stem That makes my consciousness sing

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Recorded 9/5-9/7 in Moscow, ID

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released September 10, 2015

Photo by Abraham Hmiel

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